Hal-hal menyenangkan saat kamu depresi

Gue notice ternyata depresi bisa menyenangkan juga. Minimal buat gue.
Gue jadi ga terlalu peduli ama apa yang terjadi di sekeliling gue. Dunia seolah bergerak dalam slow-motion. Life like creatures roaming the earth, but I don’t care much about them.
Depresi ini juga, somehow, mengakumulasi kepercayaan diri yang tiba-tiba memuncak justru karena ga peduli ama apa yg terjadi ama lingkungan sekitar. I don’t feel like flushing down the toilet right now. No, really I don’t!
I got this “bite me” look setiap kali ada yg nyoba ngomong ama gue. Which is kind of cool karena tampang gue jadi kayak jagoan2x koboy jaman dulu. Leave me alone with my masculinity. I don’t need nobody because I am STRONG!
O ya, and try to be funny with me, tell some jokes. Just try! TRY!
I don’t feel like reading books, watching movies, or do anything that might give some pleasant feeling. Pleasant feeling is bad. Go away!
Gue ga peduli buat baek ama orang, ga peduli keliatan baek ama orang. In conlusion, gue lagi ga peduli ama orang. Yeah you, what’s your name again?
I can do anything, I can say anything, I can write anything. Nothing really matter, like Metallica used to say.
I says what I think when I want it, where I want it.
God! I might as well live in depression all my live, for all I care.
This is great! I feel good. 🙂