Enda Nasution's Weblog

Karena gue sedang bosen dan udah cukup jelas bahwa gue juga sedang depresi, dan karena gue tau kalo bosen itu udah jadi fenomena yg dirasain banyak orang.
Maka karena itu, I am produly and depressingly delighted to preseeennttt… *sound effect*
Not one, not two, but FOUR NEW BLOGS spin-off from this blog yeeeeaaaaa! 😀 *applause*
Is not 100% complete or finish, but I decided to launch it today, because.. I want to and I am bored, didn’t I mentioned that I am bored? And I think everybody agree that there are no so called complete or finish blogs, right?
Here are the new blogs:
→ Living in Bangkok, adalah hopefully daily notes tentang apa aja yg gue kerjain di Bangkok ini. Do not check it constantly, since it might be boring, hehe, and it is going to be in english.
→ Kerjaan/Search Engine Marketing, adalah catatan dan weblog tentang kerjaan gue saat ini. Kadang ada yg pengen gue tulis dan kadang ada yg pengen gue catet tentang kerjaan gue skrg ini. Weblog ini bakal resmi dan “sopan” 🙂
→ Film + Buku, adalah catetan tentang film-film dan buku-buku yang gue baca.
→ Lirik Lagu, adalah weblog yang isinya… Iyap kamu betul, isinya lirik-lirik lagu, di grup tidak berdasarkan genre atau apapun kecuali berdasarkan waktu.
Dan Go Blog ini? Go Blog ini ya tetep akan jadi begini ini, apapun artinya itu.
Ok, so.. another cool thing on the net I just found is.. STREOGRAM GENERATOR INI. Keren man! Pada tau kan streogram, gambar 3D yg kamu perlu ngejuling-julingin mata dulu biar bisa liat. Nah skrg ada di Internet dan kamu bisa cobain di layar monitor kamu! Cobain deh, bilang ke gue gambarnya apa. 🙂
Ucreh.

Gue notice ternyata depresi bisa menyenangkan juga. Minimal buat gue.
Gue jadi ga terlalu peduli ama apa yang terjadi di sekeliling gue. Dunia seolah bergerak dalam slow-motion. Life like creatures roaming the earth, but I don’t care much about them.
Depresi ini juga, somehow, mengakumulasi kepercayaan diri yang tiba-tiba memuncak justru karena ga peduli ama apa yg terjadi ama lingkungan sekitar. I don’t feel like flushing down the toilet right now. No, really I don’t!
I got this “bite me” look setiap kali ada yg nyoba ngomong ama gue. Which is kind of cool karena tampang gue jadi kayak jagoan2x koboy jaman dulu. Leave me alone with my masculinity. I don’t need nobody because I am STRONG!
O ya, and try to be funny with me, tell some jokes. Just try! TRY!
I don’t feel like reading books, watching movies, or do anything that might give some pleasant feeling. Pleasant feeling is bad. Go away!
Gue ga peduli buat baek ama orang, ga peduli keliatan baek ama orang. In conlusion, gue lagi ga peduli ama orang. Yeah you, what’s your name again?
I can do anything, I can say anything, I can write anything. Nothing really matter, like Metallica used to say.
I says what I think when I want it, where I want it.
God! I might as well live in depression all my live, for all I care.
This is great! I feel good. 🙂

Exactly how I am feeling today. Aarrgghh. This depression is killing me.