{"id":109,"date":"2002-04-04T15:55:57","date_gmt":"2002-04-04T15:55:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/enda.goblogmedia.com\/?p=109"},"modified":"2002-04-04T15:55:57","modified_gmt":"2002-04-04T15:55:57","slug":"nothing_this_past_several_days","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enda.goblogmedia.com\/?p=109","title":{"rendered":"nothing this past several days"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>nothing<\/b><br \/>\nthis past several days i feel nothing <a href=\"http:\/\/www.asianthumbs.org\/main.htm\">excite<\/a> me anymore.<br \/>\nkenapa ya? gue juga ga ngerti. hal2x yg biasanya bikin gue semangat skrg ga lagi. website bagus, game keren, buku, tulisan, film, email-email.<br \/>\ngue keilangan semangat.<br \/>\napa ya yg bisa bikin gue semangat lagi?<br \/>\nkenyataan yang akhir2x gue makin gue sadarin bahwa kemungkinan besar keidupan ya emang cuma gini-gini aja bikin gue ga semangat rasanya.<br \/>\nkerja, ngumpulin duit supaya elo bisa dapet hal-hal yg lo dapet, dan kerja lagi dan ngabisin lagi.<br \/>\ndan ini di kerjaan gue yg sebenernya cukup menyenangkan, di lingkungan kreatif yang kayaknya ga abis2xnya menciptakan hal2x baru yg di liat orang. waks ga kadang2x ga kebayang gue orang2x yg kerjaannya mungkin lebih membosankan lagi.<br \/>\nmungkin akhirnya &#8220;it&#8217;s just a job&#8221; aja kali ya, u still need have a life outside your job. mungkin karena itu diciptakan weekend, diciptakan cuti, diciptakan kerja yg cuma ampe jam 17.00<br \/>\njenuh kali ya gue? 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